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That feeling...

That most disappointed feelings when your parents don't support your dreams & ambition. It's SO HURT. When my dad asking what my ambition is , i said that i want to be a music composer & singer (I WANT TO BE SM Artist). But my dad said that's useless & my dad ask me to be a doctor / something that's social.  I don't want it , i have my right to choose my ambition & dreams. My dad keep nagging how useless is my ambitions. I FEEL SO HURT , HEARTACHE , SCREWED UP , ANNOYED , MAD. Dad , one day , I'M GOING TO BE RECRUITED BY SM & DON'T STOP me , it's my dream job & ambition. Don't keep asking me to be a doctor , I HATE IT. DON'T SUPPORT ME ? I WILL SUPPORT MYSELF , I CAN DO IT !

My newhairstyle , Taemin's sherlock longhair :/

yeah , new hairstyle , but it doesn't look like exactly like Taemin's TT^TT i think it's because the hair colour & the lenght of my hair... maybe i can ask my mum , to ask the hasirstyler to make it more look like later *sigh* idk why , but i feel so disappointed... i want the hair more look like taemin's sherlock longhair when he performs TT^TT waeee ??? waeee ??? *mental breakdown*

Kingdom Hearts 3D : Dream Drop Distance

by the way , i'm not always posting about SHINee , i'm also posting everything i want to post , because the title of my blog " My World & SHINee World " , So it's about me also :)
D o you guys know about KH 3D : Dream Drop Distance ? , gosh , i want that game so badly !!! ><
It's exclusively FOR 3DS *sobs* *i don't have 3DS* , it's released in Japan on March 29, 2012 *maybe i'm the one who late to know this .___.* , in Australia on July 26 , 2012 , in Europe on July 20 , 2012 & in North America on July 31 , 2012 . I have watched the trailer of this game , I LOVE KINGDOM HEARTS since i play the Birth By Sleep for PSP XD , but BBS have sad ending TT^TT
We could play as Sora & Riku , we could also recruit creatures that named Dream Eaters that could assist them in the battle X)
You could see more information about the game here :  http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kingdom_Hearts_3D:_Dream_Drop_Distance
http://kingdomhearts.wikia.com/wiki/Kingdom_Hearts_3D:_Dream_Drop_Distance
And the link for who haven't see the trailer 
http://asia.gamespot.com/kingdom-hearts-3d-dream-drop-distance/videos/kingdom-hearts-3d-dream-drop-distance-launch-trailer-6389402/?contsessid=cd63cd20ef0ea43af1686ae9cee1e023&prevBounce=6388106

I Want To...

To cut my hair just like Taemin's Sherlock long hair >< , but when i ask my mom , my mom approved it , but my dad i think don't approve it , my friend said it's cool... but when i ask my dad , " dad , can i cut my hair like this ? " asking while giving him see Taemin's Sherlock long hair , " Do you want to be bald ? " my dad said. And i was like WTF ? with a pokerface... hopefully my mom said after back from my holiday trip , i will be cutting my hair like Taemin's Sherlock long hair , heck yea !!! >w< *dances randomly*
Picture : Credit as tagged in the pictures & google ^^

SHINee World II Ofiicial Goods

Omooo ~ I NEED THESE THINGSSS ~~~ MONEYYY WHERE'S MONEYYY ? TT^TT i want everything TT3TT , but i spent too much .___. *mental breakdown* WHEN COULD I BUY SHINEE GOODS/MERCHANDISE ??? TT^TT  *mental breakdown*

Influence ~ ♥

Yeah , i'm influencing my friend to watch SHINee's Hello Baby ~ ♥  Adding more Shawols ~ XD , they're addicted to it , but a side of me don't want to... , i'm such an egoist isn't it ? i don't want my onew is taken by them *LOL* hopefully the popular one is Minho & Key LOL XD , well adding more flamers & lockets XD First one of my friend seeing SHINee said they're looks like a girl , but end up loving one of them it's Key XD so funny XD  I'm always influencing my friends at school to be a k-pop fans , and of course the boyband ~ XD Teehee ~ End of my post today ~ ♥ 널 정말 사랑해 샤이니 ♥  Thank you for reading ~ ♥

entahlah abal" XD

yep , ak suka SHINee pas 2/1 (telat ya .___.) bulan yg lalu mgkn... dlu ak cman ngenal lagunya 1 , yaitu lucifer , skrng banyak yg ak tau XD , pertama tuh ak bsa ska SHINee pas ak lgi denger plesetan lagu SHINee yg Ring Ding Dong , ak penasaran lgu aslinya lalu ak download aja lgunya... , pas ak denger , ak addicted sama lagu tuh... tiap hari ak dengerin smpe non-stop... *bayangin aja gk bosen" gtu sma lagunya XD* lalu ak penasaran sma mv smalagu SHINee yg lain , lalu ak liat aja di Youtube 1-1 XD , ak liat lucifer , ring ding dong , sherlock , juliette dll , tpi yg paling ak suka HELLO X3 itu so sweet banget soalnya , mulai dri sna ak suka SHINee , tpi pertama biasku tuh taemin sma minho , entah knp pas liat hello ak jdi gemes sma Onew >w< jdi ak mulai suka Onew... ak nonton hello baby , makin nambah lgi ak suka Onew dri maniac ayamnya , onew sangtae-nya , dri dya berusaha buat deket sma yoogeun dll lah , dia itu adorable sangat dan suaranya juga bikin ak melting >///<  , pas ngeliat kegilaan yg dibuat sma anggota" SHINee di hello baby , bkin ak makin & makin suka sma SHINee... ngakak banget liat mrek , apalgi mini dramanya mreka di hello baby , lucu bener XDDD soal jonghyun sma key & minho , jgn pikir ak nggk suka lho ~ mreka jg biasku , cman yg menarik perhatian ku ya 2 itu , taemin sma si onew >w< mungin segini dlu yg ak critain , soalnya gk ada ide buat crita lgi wkwkwk , sekian yaa ^o^ , makasih udh baca <3